Before, I was so scared so that I kept looking for a huge identity.
I used to do my best in everything in order to be good for some position!
I used to proudly say " I'm a student at this great school "
" I'm a part of this ambitious group "
" I'm one of the top on my class "
" I'm a friend to this good girl "
All of this was in the present simple because these were facts!
But now all my introduction is in past simple "I joined this, I did that, I used to go there, ... etc"
At the beginning I felt that I've accomplished all of my dreams which is true by the way, but now I feel like I've done all what i can do and there is nothing left to do.
Since I'm that kind of girl who always use her mind and now I do't have a thing to think about, my thoughts turned to be very negative.
People around me try to make me busy but still my mind work faster than their efforts!
So during a chat I was wondering that it takes more time when I write my thoughts than when i think about them!!
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I decided to make a blog to write anything at any time to anybody.
The idea itself made me feel so free :)
Because all the time in my real life I'm forced by my good manners to behave well and chose my words and actions carefully and this makes me exhausted and feel like I'm schizophrenic.
While here I'll be busy and do what I want @ the same time!
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